Grow old with you..

I've always loved the movie 'The Wedding Singer'
Watched it when I was younger..
Loved it back then, Love it still..

The song stuck in my heart for a very long time...

How I wish someone could sing to me something this beautiful..

"I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you..."

'all I want is to grow old with y0u'

Sincerely.. :)

P/s: u don't have to worry about me being drunk,
for I'll only get drunk of your love. :P

-whoever you are-
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Meet~B0B0 !!

Yes!! Meet boBo!

(pronounced as.. boh-boh as in 'bough' sound)

He's my stuffed-animal-doll-thingy..

I've been wanting to introduce him to the world..

Finally, the Day has c0me!!





Few things that I like about him:

1. He's very quiet...

(never utter a word in his life)


2. He's weird...

(he got a donut shaped mouth that are always left 0pen)
*he told me he liked it that way... easier to breathe*

well, I just think that '''he thinks he's sexy that way..'''

3. He's Freakin' Stylish...

(he got four 'finger like' hair?)
*N0, I'm N0T kidding!*

He just thinks that he has 'killer looks..'
with those so-called-hair sticking out!

*I caught him camwhoring with my cam*



He's real charming with the Ladies...
*I wonder where he got that from*



3. He g0t GROOVE...!

Yes, he's favourite move is:
(The 'Star Finger Pointing' Move!)

*I always tease him coz he ain't got no finger*
But yet..



Mostly, what I like about him is that,

he's a Loyal companion..

Always there when u need him...

I h0pe u g0t your own 'b0b0' in your life.. hee~
-a g00d friend who sticks with u no matter what.. :)
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Toxic Blabber

I'm sort of feeling a bit 'hangover'.. plus/slash I feel like floating..
No, I'm not drunk.. I'm on drugs..

No! you psycho! I'm not a drug addict.. XD
I'm slightly feverish at the moment & it rains like waterfall down my nose trills..

Never the less... I miss writing...

This might sound a little nonsensical..
and do forgive my offensiveness.. (if there's any)

What do you notice in a person at first sight?
The face? The body? The outfit? The behaviour? The personality?

Typical me, I notice the face first..
simply because, it's the first thing I lay my eyes upon..
To be exact, it has been a habit of mine to stare straight into the eyes..

From that pair of eyes.. you can see through the soul of someone..
That is when u connect with them.. :)
LOL.. do I sound corny? Ha! Ha!

This is just an honest writing.. do forgive my corny-ness.. he.. he..

From those eyes,
I move on to observe how they act and speak..
You can tell that they are being real or being fake
through few indications...

Watch their body language..
They are leaning forward to hear what you say, or to tell you something,
that is a good sign. It tells that they are keen on getting to know you more.

Conversely, when they kept a safe distant throughout the conversation,
they might be timid and shy.. no need to pull away from them..
give some time for them to warm up.. :)

LOL, why am I writing all these stuff..?
NVM.. I'll just keep on sharing through experiences.. ;)

You can tell that someone is interested in you when their pupil dilated.
Meaning, their eyes got bigger & u can almost see stars in them.. ha! ha!

Do look into people's eye when you are conversing with them..
(Not the crouch or the boobies! but the E.Y.E.S!)

By looking into the eyes or by gazing at someone's face,
It shows that you have confidence
It shows that you have good intentions

BUT PLEASE... don't stare with TOO much Intensity..
(as if u're about to gobble up that person...)
OR Stare with (much Lust that as if u're about to shred their clothes off!)

** Do it subtly..

But of course, situation varies and all of us have our own ways to approach people..
In which ever way you do it, It's all good..

As for me..
I truly appreciate good conversation..
All I seek is honesty, modesty and originality..
Just be yourself..
No need to impress me in any way..

Because, by the end of the day,
both of us will know each other
and remember each other for who we really are.

back to what I really want to share..

We meet people, we get to know them...
Some of them, became our friends..
most people just walk in and out of our lives through insignificant events..
and the memories washes away after some time..
I guess, that's normal..

and Through few significant moments in our lives,
we met someone.... special..

From strangers, to something more..
and in my case, From strangers to strangers again..
again and again and again and again..

Unfortunately, the first thing I see is the last thing I can forget..
and oddly, often times those things haunts me..

I guess, when you developed feelings for someone,
you strengthen those feelings with images of that person or as
you create memories with them, those memories became solid images
that you believed in.. that you often play in your head..
eventually it became something that makes it hard for you to disposed of.

Many people around me are curious..
and sometimes anxious about my relationship status..
LOL.. sometimes I find it rather funny..
Is it that big of a deal? really?

So, while I'm still intoxicated,
Let me pour out some light into the mystery of my life
in hope that people can relate
and understand a lil better..

My past relationships have been like a roller coaster ride..
The beginning is all beautiful and flowery..
it's just as short and fast as how it started..
The rides ends eventually..

But through all that, I have no regrets..
Things happens and I move on..
It's just that, some scars aren't as easily healed..

So, now I'm taking my sweet time,
getting to know people and try as hard not to get into
serious relationship until I am truly certain..

What's the use in making commitment and end up breaking people's heart?
I'm still human..
only monsters would do such thing..
Or.. twisted minded people with fucked up life..

I am aware that the clock is constantly ticking..
But lets not live with any regret..
and enjoy living in each moments...

-------THE END-----
Thanks for your time!
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Yet another day to be grateful of what I am and where I came from.. :)
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LOVE.. according to ME.

Photo by: ツ Adored ღ

This Crazy Little thing Called LOVE.


Funny isn’t it? How one thing can turn your world upside down?

It amazes me how this one heart only yearns for that one true love that is almost impossible to find.

It amazes me even more when this one heart can love so many people at once.

It amazes me how fragile we are when we are in Love.

We became stupid, unfit to face reality that stares us in the face.

We became greedy, for Love that aren’t meant for us.

We turn evil and built our happiness on top of others’ misery.

Love blinds us.

Yet, we look for it when ever, where ever…

Love is overrated.

Yet too many people still don’t know the true value of love.

A lot of people suffer from love when the only reason for love is to find peace & happiness.

Where do you base your love?

Appearance? Wealth? Or sheer Lust?

Love is meaningful, Love is meaningless…

Let not thy eyes be blinded by Love that brings thee sadness.

Let not thy fall for false pretenses of human wearing a mask of lies.

Let not thy laugh when other cries.

For love is kind, love is true, love is honest.

Love is everything good in the world.

Let’s not mar the splendor of Love with our dirty intentions.

For love is God’s greatest invention.



—-DewiBatrishya® Original—-

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Time Flies!!



I am blessed to be alive and well.

Blessed to have too many good people around me..

Blessed to have friends who’d be there for me..

Blessed to have a wonderful family..

Blessed with every moment that took my breath away..




Last Eid-Al-Adha I spent with my relatives.

After missing few family gatherings

(since I’ve been away most of the time..)

I simply couldn’t miss this one.

And I am glad that I didn’t!

I had a great time!




Here’s a preview of my short Holiday!




We went ‘shell hunting’ J

My brother tried flying a kite... haha

Late at night, we shared stories and laughed at jokes

During the day, we had a picnic

A great day to forget all the worries



We had fun playing by the sea

Swimming & Surfing

The guys build their own human pyramid.. hahaha

The girls chillaxing...

I enjoyed the scenery &

took few pictures

Before we know it, other families were there too

A friend brought us some horses

We took the liberty to climb up these gorgeous creatures

Just wish we could 'test-drive' it!! hahaha....

I just wish more of my cousins would be able to join us.. J


Wise men Once said:

"If You Want To Feel Rich, Just Count All Of The Things You Have That Money Cannot Buy"

I guess.... as of 2011,

I'm the RICHEST person alive!!



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Not everyday you meet 1.11.11
I'm Grateful that I am alive and well..
I believe there's a lot more that I can do..

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m0rning blabber again...


I guess you can never truly forget that one person whom
you first open up to..
That one person who managed to break down your invisible wall..
who let down his guards for you..
who tried to be someone better for you..
Who loves you despite all your flaws..


Even after years have passed,
you still think about this person.

No matter what happens in life,
you still remember this person.

A person who lives in your bitter-sweet memories..
A person who wont leave even after you ask em to..
A person who stays in your heart, even if you don't want em to..

You try to convince yourself...
Time and time again...
That without em, you are ok..
That without em, you will be fine..
That without em, you can be happy..

Eventually, you believe in all that.
But then, there comes the time again...
where your heart yearns for this one person..
u are brought back in time
to those bitter sweet memories..

you realize,
this person will always be there
after leaving a mark in your heart.

you've found someone else..
You are happy..
But sometimes you ask yourself, do you?

That is when all reality falls apart..
When you decide to live in the past.
you find it hard to face the present
and the future becomes uncertain...

In the end..
all we want is to be Happy..


Lets be Happy..
No matter what the future may be...


As for me,
He was my very first special
My Hero..
My superman..

Cliché huh?

Well yes,
Love is all about Clichés..



If you can't feel it deep in your heart..
You are missing a lot in life.
That much I can say.

Whatever it is...
Lets move on!

Right you are Einstein!!


Cherish the past..
Embrace the present..
& Celebrate the Future!

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