Toxic Blabber

F.Y.I

I'm sort of feeling a bit 'hangover'.. plus/slash I feel like floating..

No, I'm not drunk.. I'm on drugs..

No! you psycho! I'm not a drug addict.. XD

I'm slightly feverish at the moment & it rains like waterfall down my nose trills..

Never the less... I miss writing...

Disclaimer:

This might sound a little nonsensical..

and do forgive my offensiveness.. (if there's any)

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What do you notice in a person at first sight?

The face? The body? The outfit? The behaviour? The personality?

Typical me, I notice the face first..

simply because, it's the first thing I lay my eyes upon..

To be exact, it has been a habit of mine to stare straight into the eyes..

From that pair of eyes.. you can see through the soul of someone..

Instantly..

That is when u connect with them.. :)

LOL.. do I sound corny? Ha! Ha!

This is just an honest writing.. do forgive my corny-ness.. he.. he..

From those eyes,

I move on to observe how they act and speak..

You can tell that they are being real or being fake

through few indications...

Watch their body language..

They are leaning forward to hear what you say, or to tell you something,

that is a good sign. It tells that they are keen on getting to know you more.

Conversely, when they kept a safe distant throughout the conversation,

they might be timid and shy.. no need to pull away from them..

give some time for them to warm up.. :)

LOL, why am I writing all these stuff..?

NVM.. I'll just keep on sharing through experiences.. ;)

Next..

You can tell that someone is interested in you when their pupil dilated.

Meaning, their eyes got bigger & u can almost see stars in them.. ha! ha!

Do look into people's eye when you are conversing with them..

(Not the crouch or the boobies! but the E.Y.E.S!)

By looking into the eyes or by gazing at someone's face,

It shows that you have confidence

It shows that you have good intentions

BUT PLEASE... don't stare with TOO much Intensity..

(as if u're about to gobble up that person...)

OR Stare with (much Lust that as if u're about to shred their clothes off!)

** Do it subtly..

But of course, situation varies and all of us have our own ways to approach people..

In which ever way you do it, It's all good..

As for me..

I truly appreciate good conversation..

All I seek is honesty, modesty and originality..

Just be yourself..

No need to impress me in any way..

Because, by the end of the day,

both of us will know each other

and remember each other for who we really are.

Well,

back to what I really want to share..

We meet people, we get to know them...

Some of them, became our friends..

most people just walk in and out of our lives through insignificant events..

and the memories washes away after some time..

I guess, that's normal..

and Through few significant moments in our lives,

we met someone.... special..

From strangers, to something more..

and in my case, From strangers to strangers again..

again and again and again and again..

Unfortunately, the first thing I see is the last thing I can forget..

and oddly, often times those things haunts me..

I guess, when you developed feelings for someone,

you strengthen those feelings with images of that person or as

you create memories with them, those memories became solid images

that you believed in.. that you often play in your head..

eventually it became something that makes it hard for you to disposed of.

Many people around me are curious..

and sometimes anxious about my relationship status..

LOL.. sometimes I find it rather funny..

Is it that big of a deal? really?

So, while I'm still intoxicated,

Let me pour out some light into the mystery of my life

in hope that people can relate

and understand a lil better..

My past relationships have been like a roller coaster ride..

The beginning is all beautiful and flowery..

it's just as short and fast as how it started..

The rides ends eventually..

But through all that, I have no regrets..

Things happens and I move on..

It's just that, some scars aren't as easily healed..

So, now I'm taking my sweet time,

getting to know people and try as hard not to get into

serious relationship until I am truly certain..

What's the use in making commitment and end up breaking people's heart?

I'm still human..

only monsters would do such thing..

Or.. twisted minded people with fucked up life..

I am aware that the clock is constantly ticking..

But lets not live with any regret..

and enjoy living in each moments...

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Thanks for your time!

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2011.2011

Yet another day to be grateful of what I am and where I came from.. :)

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LOVE.. according to ME.

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This Crazy Little thing Called LOVE.

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Funny isn’t it? How one thing can turn your world upside down?

It amazes me how this one heart only yearns for that one true love that is almost impossible to find.

It amazes me even more when this one heart can love so many people at once.

It amazes me how fragile we are when we are in Love.

We became stupid, unfit to face reality that stares us in the face.

We became greedy, for Love that aren’t meant for us.

We turn evil and built our happiness on top of others’ misery.

Love blinds us.

Yet, we look for it when ever, where ever…

Love is overrated.

Yet too many people still don’t know the true value of love.

A lot of people suffer from love when the only reason for love is to find peace & happiness.

Where do you base your love?

Appearance? Wealth? Or sheer Lust?

Love is meaningful, Love is meaningless…

Let not thy eyes be blinded by Love that brings thee sadness.

Let not thy fall for false pretenses of human wearing a mask of lies.

Let not thy laugh when other cries.

For love is kind, love is true, love is honest.

Love is everything good in the world.

Let’s not mar the splendor of Love with our dirty intentions.

For love is God’s greatest invention.

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—-DewiBatrishya® Original—-

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11.11.11

wow!

Time Flies!!

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I am blessed to be alive and well.

Blessed to have too many good people around me..

Blessed to have friends who’d be there for me..

Blessed to have a wonderful family..

Blessed with every moment that took my breath away..

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Last Eid-Al-Adha I spent with my relatives.

After missing few family gatherings

(since I’ve been away most of the time..)

I simply couldn’t miss this one.

And I am glad that I didn’t!

I had a great time!

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Here’s a preview of my short Holiday!

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We went ‘shell hunting’ J

My brother tried flying a kite... haha

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Late at night, we shared stories and laughed at jokes

During the day, we had a picnic

A great day to forget all the worries

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We had fun playing by the sea

Swimming & Surfing

The guys build their own human pyramid.. hahaha

The girls chillaxing...

I enjoyed the scenery &

took few pictures

Before we know it, other families were there too

A friend brought us some horses

We took the liberty to climb up these gorgeous creatures

Just wish we could 'test-drive' it!! hahaha....

I just wish more of my cousins would be able to join us.. J

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Wise men Once said:

"If You Want To Feel Rich, Just Count All Of The Things You Have That Money Cannot Buy"

I guess.... as of 2011,

I'm the RICHEST person alive!!

Hahahahahahaha..

ALHAMDULILLAH~ :)

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1.11.11

Not everyday you meet 1.11.11
I'm Grateful that I am alive and well..

I believe there's a lot more that I can do..

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