The.Secret.Diary.of.ME

Grow old with you..

2011-12-23T12:33:00.004+08:00

I've always loved the movie 'The Wedding Singer'

Watched it when I was younger..

Loved it back then, Love it still..

The song stuck in my heart for a very long time...

♥

How I wish someone could sing to me something this beautiful..

♥

"I wanna make you smile,

Whenever you're sad.

Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.

All I wanna do,

Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,

When your tummy aches.

Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.

Oh it could be so nice,

Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,

Give you my coat when you are cold.

Need you, feed you.

Even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.

Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.

Oh I could be the man,

Who grows old with you..."

and

'all I want is to grow old with y0u'

Honestly,

Sincerely.. :)

P/s: u don't have to worry about me being drunk,

for I'll only get drunk of your love. :P

-whoever you are-

Meet~B0B0 !!

2011-12-08T17:50:00.007+08:00

Yes!! Meet boBo!

(pronounced as.. boh-boh as in 'bough' sound)

♥

He's my stuffed-animal-doll-thingy..

I've been wanting to introduce him to the world..

Finally, the Day has c0me!!

Jeng!!

Few things that I like about him:

♥ ♥ ♥

1. He's very quiet...

(never utter a word in his life)

.

2. He's weird...

(he got a donut shaped mouth that are always left 0pen)

*he told me he liked it that way... easier to breathe*

well, I just think that '''he thinks he's sexy that way..'''

3. He's Freakin' Stylish...

(he got four 'finger like' hair?)

*N0, I'm N0T kidding!*

He just thinks that he has 'killer looks..'

with those so-called-hair sticking out!

*I caught him camwhoring with my cam*

#BUSTED!

He's real charming with the Ladies...
*I wonder where he got that from*

♥

3. He g0t GROOVE...!

Yes, he's favourite move is:

(The 'Star Finger Pointing' Move!)

*I always tease him coz he ain't got no finger*

But yet..

SEEEEE???

♥

Mostly, what I like about him is that,

he's a Loyal companion..

Always there when u need him...

♥ ♥ ♥

I h0pe u g0t your own 'b0b0' in your life.. hee~

-a g00d friend who sticks with u no matter what.. :)

Toxic Blabber

2011-11-29T17:07:00.004+08:00

F.Y.I

I'm sort of feeling a bit 'hangover'.. plus/slash I feel like floating..

No, I'm not drunk.. I'm on drugs..

No! you psycho! I'm not a drug addict.. XD

I'm slightly feverish at the moment & it rains like waterfall down my nose trills..

Never the less... I miss writing...

Disclaimer:
This might sound a little nonsensical..
and do forgive my offensiveness.. (if there's any)

What do you notice in a person at first sight?

The face? The body? The outfit? The behaviour? The personality?

Typical me, I notice the face first..

simply because, it's the first thing I lay my eyes upon..

To be exact, it has been a habit of mine to stare straight into the eyes..

From that pair of eyes.. you can see through the soul of someone..

Instantly..

That is when u connect with them.. :)

LOL.. do I sound corny? Ha! Ha!

This is just an honest writing.. do forgive my corny-ness.. he.. he..

From those eyes,

I move on to observe how they act and speak..

You can tell that they are being real or being fake

through few indications...

Watch their body language..

They are leaning forward to hear what you say, or to tell you something,

that is a good sign. It tells that they are keen on getting to know you more.

Conversely, when they kept a safe distant throughout the conversation,

they might be timid and shy.. no need to pull away from them..

give some time for them to warm up.. :)

LOL, why am I writing all these stuff..?

NVM.. I'll just keep on sharing through experiences.. ;)

Next..

You can tell that someone is interested in you when their pupil dilated.

Meaning, their eyes got bigger & u can almost see stars in them.. ha! ha!

Do look into people's eye when you are conversing with them..

(Not the crouch or the boobies! but the E.Y.E.S!)

By looking into the eyes or by gazing at someone's face,

It shows that you have confidence

It shows that you have good intentions

BUT PLEASE... don't stare with TOO much Intensity..

(as if u're about to gobble up that person...)

OR Stare with (much Lust that as if u're about to shred their clothes off!)

** Do it subtly..

But of course, situation varies and all of us have our own ways to approach people..

In which ever way you do it, It's all good..

As for me..

I truly appreciate good conversation..

All I seek is honesty, modesty and originality..

Just be yourself..

No need to impress me in any way..

Because, by the end of the day,

both of us will know each other

and remember each other for who we really are.

Well,

back to what I really want to share..

We meet people, we get to know them...

Some of them, became our friends..

most people just walk in and out of our lives through insignificant events..

and the memories washes away after some time..

I guess, that's normal..

and Through few significant moments in our lives,

we met someone.... special..

From strangers, to something more..

and in my case, From strangers to strangers again..

again and again and again and again..

Unfortunately, the first thing I see is the last thing I can forget..

and oddly, often times those things haunts me..

I guess, when you developed feelings for someone,

you strengthen those feelings with images of that person or as

you create memories with them, those memories became solid images

that you believed in.. that you often play in your head..

eventually it became something that makes it hard for you to disposed of.

Many people around me are curious..

and sometimes anxious about my relationship status..

LOL.. sometimes I find it rather funny..

Is it that big of a deal? really?

So, while I'm still intoxicated,

Let me pour out some light into the mystery of my life

in hope that people can relate

and understand a lil better..

My past relationships have been like a roller coaster ride..

The beginning is all beautiful and flowery..

it's just as short and fast as how it started..

The rides ends eventually..

But through all that, I have no regrets..

Things happens and I move on..

It's just that, some scars aren't as easily healed..

So, now I'm taking my sweet time,

getting to know people and try as hard not to get into

serious relationship until I am truly certain..

What's the use in making commitment and end up breaking people's heart?

I'm still human..

only monsters would do such thing..

Or.. twisted minded people with fucked up life..

I am aware that the clock is constantly ticking..

But lets not live with any regret..

and enjoy living in each moments...

-------THE END-----

Thanks for your time!

2011.2011

2011-11-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

Yet another day to be grateful of what I am and where I came from.. :)

LOVE.. according to ME.

2011-11-15T04:43:00.002+08:00

Photo by: ツ Adored ღ

This Crazy Little thing Called LOVE.

------

Funny isn’t it? How one thing can turn your world upside down?

It amazes me how this one heart only yearns for that one true love that is almost impossible to find.

It amazes me even more when this one heart can love so many people at once.

It amazes me how fragile we are when we are in Love.

We became stupid, unfit to face reality that stares us in the face.

We became greedy, for Love that aren’t meant for us.

We turn evil and built our happiness on top of others’ misery.

Love blinds us.

Yet, we look for it when ever, where ever…

Love is overrated.

Yet too many people still don’t know the true value of love.

A lot of people suffer from love when the only reason for love is to find peace & happiness.

Where do you base your love?

Appearance? Wealth? Or sheer Lust?

Love is meaningful, Love is meaningless…

Let not thy eyes be blinded by Love that brings thee sadness.

Let not thy fall for false pretenses of human wearing a mask of lies.

Let not thy laugh when other cries.

For love is kind, love is true, love is honest.

Love is everything good in the world.

Let’s not mar the splendor of Love with our dirty intentions.

For love is God’s greatest invention.

—-DewiBatrishya® Original—-

11.11.11

2011-11-11T00:35:00.026+08:00

wow!

Time Flies!!

I am blessed to be alive and well.

Blessed to have too many good people around me..

Blessed to have friends who’d be there for me..

Blessed to have a wonderful family..

Blessed with every moment that took my breath away..

Last Eid-Al-Adha I spent with my relatives.

After missing few family gatherings

(since I’ve been away most of the time..)

I simply couldn’t miss this one.

And I am glad that I didn’t!

I had a great time!

Here’s a preview of my short Holiday!

We went ‘shell hunting’ J

My brother tried flying a kite... haha

Late at night, we shared stories and laughed at jokes

During the day, we had a picnic

A great day to forget all the worries

We had fun playing by the sea

Swimming & Surfing

The guys build their own human pyramid.. hahaha

The girls chillaxing...

I enjoyed the scenery &

took few pictures

Before we know it, other families were there too

A friend brought us some horses

We took the liberty to climb up these gorgeous creatures

Just wish we could 'test-drive' it!! hahaha....

I just wish more of my cousins would be able to join us.. J

Wise men Once said:

"If You Want To Feel Rich, Just Count All Of The Things You Have That Money Cannot Buy"

I guess.... as of 2011,

I'm the RICHEST person alive!!

Hahahahahahaha..

ALHAMDULILLAH~ :)

1.11.11

2011-11-01T20:13:00.003+08:00

Not everyday you meet 1.11.11
I'm Grateful that I am alive and well..

I believe there's a lot more that I can do..

m0rning blabber again...

2011-10-28T04:34:00.010+08:00

I guess you can never truly forget that one person whom

you first open up to..

That one person who managed to break down your invisible wall..

who let down his guards for you..

who tried to be someone better for you..

Who loves you despite all your flaws..

Even after years have passed,

you still think about this person.

No matter what happens in life,

you still remember this person.

A person who lives in your bitter-sweet memories..

A person who wont leave even after you ask em to..

A person who stays in your heart, even if you don't want em to..

You try to convince yourself...

Time and time again...

That without em, you are ok..

That without em, you will be fine..

That without em, you can be happy..

Eventually, you believe in all that.

But then, there comes the time again...

where your heart yearns for this one person..

u are brought back in time

to those bitter sweet memories..

and

you realize,

this person will always be there

after leaving a mark in your heart.

Finally,

you've found someone else..

You are happy..

But sometimes you ask yourself, do you?

That is when all reality falls apart..

When you decide to live in the past.

and

you find it hard to face the present

and the future becomes uncertain...

In the end..

all we want is to be Happy..

Yes,

Lets!

Lets be Happy..

No matter what the future may be...

♥

As for me,

He was my very first special

My Hero..

My superman..

HaHaHa...

Cliché huh?

Well yes,

Love is all about Clichés..

♥

L♥VE..

If you can't feel it deep in your heart..

You are missing a lot in life.

That much I can say.

♥

WELL,

Whatever it is...

Lets move on!

Right you are Einstein!!

Lets!

Cherish the past..
Embrace the present..

& Celebrate the Future!

Goodbye is Hard.

2011-10-16T12:09:00.006+08:00

Last Day in SMKP..

Can't truly describe the feeling..

I want to be with them and get to know them more..

I want to take pictures and make tons of fun memories..

I want to sing and dance and have a good time..

I want to leave them with things to cherish..

Too bad Time is Running Out.

We all have to move on

at some point of our lives.. :')

They taught me how to Laugh

They taught me how to LOVE

They taught me how to be Happy

to be Brave when I'm truly weary..

They taught me to not give up

to smile and put my chin up

to believe in them when they least expect..

They taught me how to respect

They taught me to be Calm

They taught me to be Cool

most of all they taught me how to be

the Best that I can be...

Now,

Lets just leave it to time...

Until we meet again,

My Dearest students!

Millions of LOVE,

Miss.D 2011

Oddity

2011-10-16T05:24:00.003+08:00

I can't sleep

for my heart would not let me

My thoughts wander about..

silently then violently

My heart beats certain..

steadily then quickly

I'm battling my own war

a war too often I fought

Wondering how long can I keep up

This struggle is greater than I thought

Calm now my heart

For I will heal the sorrow

Hush now my thoughts

There will be a better tomorrow..

Originally by: DewiBatrishya®

Thanks: CAMXAVIER for the Photo!

Counting the Days

2011-10-09T14:10:00.004+08:00

STill a few days more before I leave everything in memories...

I am truly going to miss everything...

The smiles, the tears, the laughter..

Those faces... Those looks... Those attitudes... haha

Each moments taught me about life.. about people.. about myself..

Such a bittersweet journey..

I'm not ready to say good bye yet...

~ Beginnings are usually scary, and endings are usually sad but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living ~

Raya 2011

2011-09-04T03:03:00.019+08:00

After weeks of teaching..

My 'batery' was running low...

A g00d Raya Holiday is just what I need to 'RecHarge' myself. :)

FYI: Raya is Eid Celebration. ^^

♥

Till this moment,

I haven't STOP celebrating since the very first Day of Raya... haha

I had a 'FULLBLAST-RAYA' of eating and laughing

and reunions and open houses for

A WHOLE WEEK.....!

It was H.E.A.V.E.N !!

Mwahahahah..

I did caught and immortalized some of the act in pictures... LOLOL..

Lemme walk you through my Raya Celebration this year. ;)

♥

1st Day..

Usual r0utine..

Visiting the person we love the most... my dad

A bouquet for him.. and his favourite Orchid..

♥

As usual, Shedding few tears were like my annual ritual... XD

Gosh! I missed him.. a lot. Especially in a Day like this...

" So the living keeps on living by keep on moving "

♥

We spent the NEXT few days..

Visiting Far and Near Relatives.......

Children and adults alike,

we enjoyed playing with fireworks...

and we ENJOYed

collecting 'duit raya'

a.k.a (raya money packets)..

haha..

--My 'collection' is still 'decent' this year!-- XD

♥

We had few Family Gatherings...

while enjoying Awes0me f00d~

♥

During Holidays such as this,

Few of my Friends got engaged,

and few of the many Got Married! :D

---Sheila's Wedding---

---Finie's Wedding---

---Zana's E-Day---

♥

BUT the best part about Raya is that,

we got the chance to meet Old friends...

Near&Far...

Some of us met during high school...

and became best friends since..

Some of us have known each other since we were

'8 years Old'.....

Who would've known that we'd still laugh at the same silly jokes after 15years later... =D

♥

I am truly grateful for this year's Eid/Raya Celebration.

A special year for me..

♥

Now, I'm 'mustering' all strengths and focus towards finishing my practicum Days..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Pray that I'll do better ! !

Pray that my journey be easy and smooth ..

Pray that this will be the most amazing experience of my life ..

Pray that My Students gained something from me ..

Pray that I can give n0thing but the Best for my students ..

Pray that I'll fell in love, head over heels with this profession ..

Pray that I can end these few weeks with a BANG !!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

♥

Till then, Ciao!

Practicum Days: Day 11

2011-07-21T14:19:00.004+08:00

Maybe I'm a bit un-well today...

Maybe I'm being too emotional..

But I still can't process the fact that I feel hopeless at the moment..

I feel as if I can't do anything to help my students..

I'm starting to doubt my ability..

I'm starting to question my self...

The blank faces..

The uneasy stare..

The confusions and coldness...

Will I ever touch their hearts?

Will they ever learn something from me?

will they even remember all the hard work I put into everything..?

Do they know how much I want them to succeed in life>?

Sometimes,

I think I could just ignore them..

But part of me cared for them.. perhaps too much..

I never cared about anyone as much as I cared for them before.

Maybe that's what making me so weak. so fragile... that I could break down and cry..

Am I regretting my decision?

No, I don't....

Do I hate my life?

No, I don't....

Funny isn't it?
How I still love my students even when they made me cry...

Practicum Days: Day 5 (Part 1)

2011-07-15T12:33:00.010+08:00

We came in this morning, and our chairs were missing...

SOmeone had took it for the event yesterday...

and never brought it back..

(Grrrr... anak sapa la ni!??!! s%&/*)

Grumbling tummy... Minor headache..

I was informed that

The teachers' toilet were locked!

OMG.. OMG...

(someday someone's gonna shit their pants!)

The classes started quite late today.

They have 'Yaasin Recitation' this morning.

It took up half period of my class.

In da morning I have one class with double period to relief.

while looking for the class, (3 Al-Furqan)

and I got lost!!

(--____--')

and finally found the class when the period is over.

*sigh*

The rest of the day I was free..

and the boredom crept in.

10.40am to 11.45am

I was hoping that I'll get the chance to observe my class's teacher teaching.

I was sent to the class 'alone Instead.

Form 4 Al-HAriri

My practicum class.

My heart pounded like crazy as I walk through the corridor ..

Crazy noises from the class cool down as I enter..

SOmehow, by miracle..

I managed to keep my composure and stayed calm all through the first period...

As usual, the first session is the introductory session.

I wanted to get to know my students and build a rapport with them..

I told them to work in groups and create a nonsensical story..

Everything went well until........

one of my students got up, holding his right eye.

I was curious of course.

He showed me his eyes. They were teary.

It was red..

(Is that blood?)

(Gosh! what happened exactly?)

I was still and confused..

Bangg!!

He threw a fist at his friend..

Bangg!!

The table shifted it place..

and he kicked him.

Oddly, I didn't freaked out.

It was like I was watching an Action MOVIE!
except, it was LIVE! LoLoL..

I tried to break the fight but he was furious

and kept on coming to get the other boy..

Soon, his other friends tried to calm him down.

They took him away..

For a moment, there were silence...

I learn later that it was an accident.

They were snatching the paper (of the nonsensical story)

one of them were holding a pencil..

and by accident the boy poked his friends' eye..

and all Hell break loose...

When the bell rang, we head home..

I didn't manage to find the injured student.

I have no idea where he was..

I just hoped that he'll be fine.

Practicum Days: Day 4

2011-07-14T21:04:00.014+08:00

It's the day of the carnival...

Students swarms the school as early as 6.40am.

Today, the morning and the afternoon session combines..

To celebrate this day.

We were busy...

Decorating and stuff..

Preparing door gifts...

simple yet meaningful..

Look at the sea of people!

This is what happens

When the morning and afternoon sessions combines.. XD

Just as soon as the assembly ends,

students swarms each booths..

Our main attraction was this quiz thingy..

It was like a mini game interface..

with voices some more.

The kids loved it!

We also have other games...

and Spelling bee..

Students enjoyed our games..

It was easy for them to win.

They'd either have to read the tongue twisters

Or guess items from the charades

Or spell simple words.. :)

It was great having all of them in our booth! :D

Before noon,

we wrapped up our booth.

(The earliest booth to wrap up! haha)

Coz,

we've finished giving out all prizes and door gifts..

It was an enjoyable day for us..

Such a cool experience... ^^

Thanks for the memories............ SMKP.

Practicum Days: Day 3

2011-07-13T20:18:00.015+08:00

Chilly morning..

Students aren't wearing their usual white shirts...

Today is the Club Meeting Day.

We were invited to join the English Club...

Danica (UNiTAR Trainee) lead the activity for that day..

We played 'Hangman'.

Students seemed to enjoy the game..

Few students who were playing truant disturbed our session for a few moments..

We're Glad that Danica was there to handle them.

She's new, But yet she's capable. ^^

Back in the teachers' room, I received another 'slip for relief classes.

Out I go to meet my students...

----

3 Al-Ikhlas, next door to my 4 Al-Ghazali

*4 Al-Ghazali from my 2nd Day*

The moment my form 4 students saw me, they were surprised.

They thought I was coming to their class... :)

Unfortunately I'm not.

I have to meet up with my form 3 students.

----

"Class stand uuUup! GooOod MooOooRninG teacher~!!"

Hmm.. The usual greeting 'song'..

It was as if they were singing a choir of some sort.

It seems like they were missing a few students..

Class monitor said they went home to get their books..

During my time, there'll be NO such case..

What's happening to my school's discipline?

Has it all went down the drain?

No name tags, No badges, Long Nails, SHort scarfs, Untidy clothes...etc.. etc..

You name it!

Deep down, I feel so sad of the current state of my own former school..

Even more frustrating is that I couldn't do anything about it. :'(

"Teacher!"

They woke me up from my own thoughts...

"..we have to rewrite the information on the board."

Me: "I'll give you 10minutes and then we'll start".

Few of the students had done their work,

some of them are still busy copying from the board.

Boys at the back are chatting with each other.

When they're done, I formally introduce myself.

and since it's a half an hour session,

I only called out their names just to make sure that none of them are missing..

I told them to get into 3 groups..

(which later, became 4 groups).

I told them to come up with a sentence,

and work with the group members to create a story.

They were clueless at first, didn't know what to do, or what to write.

I explained that they can write whatever they want to, be it in Malay or English.

Minutes after that I read aloud their story and they all went laughing listening to each others' stories..

There was a story of a husband throwing his wife in the well..

A transvestite in Kampung Air..

A boy shitting his pants...

It was a fun experience.

When it was time for me to leave,

The students weren't paying attention..

They were busy chatting...

still talking about the stories they made up.

When the class monitor noticed that I was still there..

He quickly said "Thaaaank Youuuu teacher!"

which the rest obligaely follows.

They were confused because I did not leave their class.

I just can't stand that they have little respect for their teacher..

Saying thank you without even meaning it.

I just have to teach them some manners.

So, I told them to get to get to their seats,

and stand up properly..

When they focus their attention to me,

Kindly, I told them that they are good students and that they have to behave well and respect all the teachers who taught them.

and to only say thank you when they really mean it.

They thanked me once again and I can see that there's a change in them.

---

Back in the teachers' room,

we were told that we have our own table! ^^

It's pretty small and the space are limited.

But, that'll do for now.

Better than nothing at all I suppose....

I had a free time and started to work on my S.O.P Report.

But the room condition was so comfortable that it made me sleepy..

(reading academic work always makes me wanna ZzZZZz)

So, I requested to join Sheila's Class afore I fall asleep..

Teacher Judy introduced us to Form 4 Al-Razi which Sheila will be teaching.

They were doing their Oral presentation for 'ULBS' evaluation.

I can see a lot of potential from this class.

Their English language proficiency is quite impressive.

The fact that they can share things in front of the class confidently, made me quite proud of them. I never thought I'd witness such great occasion.

Sheila is very lucky this time! ^^

I'm sure they'll have s good time.

Later tonight,

we are preparing for

'Education For Life' Carnival

which will be held tomorrow.

------------

Until Tomorrow~~~♥

Practicum Days: Day 2

2011-07-12T14:37:00.011+08:00

Beautiful morning as usual...

Students greeted me and they smiled. Cheerful as they go...

Sheila was there early (as usual)...

Stuck outside the office, waiting to punch her card.

Yes, we have 'punch card' system. Even trainees have this privilege.

Most importantly, It kept us on time.

It kept 'me' on time....

As we walk towards the teachers' room, warm greetings coloured our way.

Instantly made the day even better.

We sat down and chatted. Weren't sure what we'll be doing today..

Hoping that everything will be fine.

Please be fine... Please be fine....

Minutes passed,

The PK1 gave us our teaching time tables....

10 hours of teaching per week. Not bad...

As we go through the time tables, a 'bonus slip' came towards us.

Suspense music playing at the background...

Jeng! Jeng! Jeng!

It's a slip for the Relief Class. It was my first...

Sheila got 3 relief classes today. I only have one... yippeeee....

So we went around school buildings trying to find out the location of the classes.

Mine was at the end of the building....

The last class of all form four classes.

Form 4 Al-Ghazali

Calmly I walked towards the class...

I can clearly hear naughty whispers and loud chatters as I walked through the corridor.

Childish game.... I'm over it.

I walked into the class..

"All stand up... Good Morning Teacher"... They were Loud and clear.

Usually I would let them sit, but I needed to make sure that everyone was there. 27 of them.. few were missing...

To my surprise, they recite a Do'a..... as if like I'm there to teach them Islamic Studies.

Some of them were surprised as well... Because the naughty boys lead the prayers.

They made me smile and then they sat down.

Those who were missing had some other programme that day...

I looked at them blankly...

There was a boy eating his nasi lemak, a girl who's just sleepy and landing on the table, few girls were busy doing their homework. The naughty boys were silent...

Their eyes were on me...

Analyzing my speech...

Predicting my move...

I never signed up for this. This is too sudden, I don't know what to do with them.

I asked them to introduce themselves....

It was basically a background checkup.

Most of them lives near by...

One girl is from my place.

The whole hour was basically a question and answer sessions with the students.

I interrogated them...

They interrogated me...

Them: Teacher, are you married..?

Me: I'm going to get married...

Them: Awwwwhhhhh....(They faked their disappointment) haha..

Them: Teacher, are you engaged...?

Me: I'm going to get engaged...

Them: (They shook their heads and laugh away)

Them: How old are you teacher?

Me: I'm in my 20s

Them: 22? 23? 29? and then a boy shouted...

"I know!!! It's Twenty Eleven!!"

Hahahhahahahahah! Hillarious.. We all laughed.

Hours had passed without even realizing it.

The naughty boys seemed engrossed with the discussions.. few students were listening while doing their own work.

Few minutes before the class ends, I asked them about their passion.

Some of them liked music, some of them preferred art, math and other stuff..

I concluded the day by advising them to follow their dreams and passion. To never give up and that there will be more challenges that they have to face in the future...

As I was saying all these stuff, I can feel their concern.

Their anxiety.. Their exasperation.

I know some of them have difficulties in their studies and troubles at home..

It almost teared me that they would sit still and listen intently to what I was saying.

as if I feel that They really believe that they too can make something out of themselves.

There's light in their eyes...

It was weird. I cared for them.

I think I've fallen in love with all of them...

Especially the naughty ones....

When it was time to go, I said: "so I'll leave you now"...

They replied :" I love you too teacher"....

and with that, they made me laugh...

(Did they hear something else coming out of my mouth? haha..

Back in the teachers' room...

Another assignment came in:

We were invited to be part of Facilitators' team for

'Self-esteem Camps' and 'Leadership Courses for the prefects...

(There goes my weekend!)

But I'm sure we'll gain something out of this... :)

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After breakfast, Sheila and I and parted ways to our assigned classes.

I needed to observe the class that I'm going to teach next week.

So, there I was... Sitting at the back of the class..

Can't help but feel like I'm becoming school student again..

Listening to my former teacher teaching almost the same things she taught me during school back in those days...

It's amazing how things works out.

Never in my dreams have I imagined that this day would come.

The lesson went smoothly and I got to get to know my students better. ^^

It's a good class to teach.

I'm nervous and excited to finally be teaching them.

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Before we went back home, there was a meeting.

This coming Thursday we'll be organizing 'Education For Life' Carnival

The whole school will be participating.

There will be games and prizes...

Poetry writing and singing competition...

and

much much more.

and

I hope it'd be much much fun!

Now I'm

Pretty Tired but Happy

Until Tomorrow~ ♥

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